Astral Projection
A New Age Leader’s Encounter with Terror
Randall Baer was a leader in the New Age Movement. His two books were, for the most part, "channeled" through (dictated by) spirit guides during meditation. The first was long considered the top book in the field of crystal power in New Age circles. The New Age magazine, East-West Journal, pronounced his second book on the same subject "light years beyond the rest."
Early in his teens, deep religious questions propelled him on a quest for answers. But his questions seemed to meet only with intolerance and irritation from (apparent) Christians he knew. Sensing that the answers were not to be found there, he began searching elsewhere. From early drug induced unitive (oneness with the universe) and out-of-body experiences he progressed to non-drug induced experiences. He acquired "spirit guides" or "inner counselors" ("familiar spirits" in biblical terminology). He found that the "divine glance" or the bestowed mantra of an eastern master he had studied and meditated under would produce in him an experience of instant bliss. He received "channeled" instructions from spirit beings such as the claimed "Universal Masters" directing him to his part in the believed coming New Age, the "Golden Age of Oneness." From similar instructions to meditate with the use of crystals he was catapulted away to even more expansive realms of "extra-natural light the likes of which I had never before perceived," he says (25). He became obsessed with these experiences. "The mind blowing cosmic power, the glittering good feelings, and the amazing revelations experienced during these times completely captivated me," he writes (53).
Then the truly unexpected happened. In his own words:
One night . . . my spirit was roaming some of the farthest reaches of "heavenly light" that I had ever perceived. . . .
I was surrounded by a virtually overwhelming luminosity—it was as if I was looking straight into the sun. Waves of bliss radiated through my spirit. I was totally captivated by power.
Suddenly, another force stepped in. It took me by complete surprise. In the twinkling of an eye, it was like a supernatural hand had taken me behind the scenes of the experience that I was having. I was taken behind the outer covering of the dazzling luminosity and there saw something that left me literally shaking for a full week.
What I saw was the face of devouring darkness! Behind the glittering outer facade of beauty lay a massively powerful, wildly churning face of absolute hatred and unspeakable abominations. . . .
For a moment that seemed like an eternity, I realized that I was in major league trouble, for this devouring force was now closing in on me.
In absolute stark terror I felt powerless to stop what appeared to be inevitable doom. Horror filled me like a consuming flame.
Then, miraculously, the same supernatural hand as before delivered me from the jaws of this consuming darkness, and hours later I found myself waking up the next morning. . . .
At that point . . . I only knew that some force greater than that of the devouring darkness had . . . shown me the real face of the New Age "heavens" and "angels" that I was so deeply involved with. . . .
An openness to reconsider my New Age involvements arose in me out of desperate need. This openness would help me, over the following months, to find a Way, a Truth, and a Life that I had never known before—Jesus Christ (55, 56).
I was taken behind the outer covering . . . . What I saw was the face of devouring darkness! Behind the glittering outer facade of beauty lay a massively powerful, wildly churning face of absolute hatred and unspeakable abominations. . . . this devouring force was now closing in on me.
Soon after the horrifying experience he began regaining his strength only to sense a growing spiritual hollowness and psychological deterioration develop. He tried every New Age psychological and spiritual healing technique he knew of short of any mystical experiences but all to no avail. He had started to read the Bible and even watch some television evangelists (the latter more out of curiosity at first) at this time of new searching and reevaluation. Baer relates what followed.
One day, while watching the 700 Club, I was in awful shape. Pat Robertson called on unsaved viewers who were in need of deliverance from bondage to pray a prayer with him. I was in such a state now that I was way past feeling self-conscious or silly.
There was something about the way Robertson was speaking and looking into the camera that felt like he was talking directly to me. Such a sensation never had happened before, and there was a clarity and conviction that came upon me as I got up from the bed and knelt on the floor with my hands on top of the TV. Somehow I knew with absolute certainty that this was very real, and it was my chance to get out of this maddening bondage. . . .
As the prayer progressed I felt the hand of Jesus reach deep into my innermost being with an almighty power that was both piercing to the core yet completely gentle at the same time. By the end of the prayer I was so filled to overflowing with the power of His presence that a powerful but gentle quaking in the Spirit happened in every fiber of my being. Weeping uncontrollably, I gently dropped to the floor. As this happened I felt the conviction of the Holy Spirit pierce my heart and wept in acute repentance as the quaking in the Spirit continued for almost an hour. Continuously, prayer poured forth from my lips in repentance and in praise of His majesty and saving grace. . . .
With an absolute certainty, I knew that this was what I had been looking for all my life and never found till now. This made even the most powerful mystical New Age experience completely pale in comparison of our Heavenly Father's infinitely greater power and glory (63-64).
It's commonly assumed that religious experience has no power to show us religious truth because different belief systems have different experiences and each experience verifies only its own belief system. So the experiences contradict each other with no way to decide between them. Experiences like that of Randall Baer and others we have discussed and will discuss in coming issues show the fallacy of this view.
Dennis Jensen 1996
For Randall Baer's full story (and the source of the above quotations) we recommend his book Inside the New Age Nightmare (Lafayette, La: Huntington House, Inc., 1989). Quotations are used with permission of Huntington House.